FEAR

"Arachnophobia

is a specific phobia, the fear of spiders and other arachnids such as scorpions.

Symptoms and effect

People with arachnophobia tend to feel uneasy in any area they believe could harbor spiders or that has visible signs of their presence, such as webs. If arachnophobics see a spider, they may not enter the general vicinity until they have overcome the panic attack that is often associated with their phobia. Some people scream, cry, have trouble breathing, have excessive sweating or even heart trouble when they come in contact with an area near spiders or their webs. In some extreme cases, even a picture or a realistic drawing of a spider can also trigger fear."

Most of you know that I am TERRIFIED of spiders; the description above nails it to the T on how I react!  I really am so scared of them; big small whatever!  I really tried hard to overcome my fears in middle school (I held a tarantula) and other times when we were at the zoo or other locations with spiders, but I just can't hack it.  It does bother me that I am so scared of them.

This is a Camel Spider (common for the desert; in the Middle East they are known for bringing down and killing camels and larger animals).  They are almost half scorpion/spider.  I put my church keys along side so you could see how big (to me anyway) the spider was.

So when I went out to the garage today to get ready for our walk and I found this creature, it literally scared me so bad I scared poor Jax.  Knowing I did want it to bite my kids or in the house, I gathered my composure and put on Jason's boats and with spider spray I tracked it down and sprayed it first then stepped on it.  It was something I hate doing, Jason usually kills the spiders for me.   

Jax lost his first tooth!!!

Jax Dennis, age 4 1/2 lost first tooth July 27, 2014 (bottom right... looking at it left)

VERY weird story.....

In the mornings, Jax and Josh usually come into our room and snuggle before we all get up and eat breakfast around 7.  These times are so sacred in our home, I love being able to snuggle with my babies.  Anyway, a little emotional (silly I know)..... well Jax turned and looked at me and said, "Mommy my tooth hurts."  My first thought was, "Oh great a cavity!"  But when I got closer he was moving something.  I then noticed that his bottom right tooth was VERY loose.  I went through yesterday's events in my mind... did he fall, did he get kicked accidentally by Josh.... but nothing!  So I called Jason, he is in the field, and as he and I chatted about his tooth, Jax was looking in the mirror and pulled it himself, like it was really no big deal.  There was no bleeding and the tooth came out with no worries.  Another thought came to mind, "Is this too young for a tooth to come out?  He is only about 4 1/2?"  So I went online and found this: (I am only posting it for those mothers/friends who have children who have yet to lose teeth.

"When do baby teeth start to fall out?

When will my child's baby teeth start to fall out?

There's a huge range of normal when it comes to losing baby teeth. Although most children lose their first tooth at 5 or 6, some start as young as 4, and others won't get to meet the Tooth Fairy until 7. Your child will usually be the first to know when a tooth is loose because she can feel it moving. Most kids are very proud when they have a wiggly tooth and will want to show it to you (and anyone else willing to look), so prepare yourself if you're the squeamish type. It's totally fine for your child to play with her loose tooth -- most kids love to move them around with their tongues. Just remind her to wash her hands before putting them anywhere near her mouth.

You'll probably be relieved to hear that most parents do not have to intervene and actually pull a baby tooth, since they tend to fall out naturally during a meal or while your kid is absentmindedly wiggling it. But if the permanent tooth has broken through the gum underneath, you may need to help matters along so this new tooth doesn't become damaged by the old baby tooth rubbing against it. Before pulling your child's tooth, wash your hands thoroughly and always use a clean piece of gauze to grab it (expect to see a little bit of blood). If you're not up to the task, many school nurses are happy to yank out a loose tooth if asked nicely by a nervous parent.

Copyright 2009"

He was so proud that he pulled it himself!

Still such a handsome smile!

Bring on the tooth fairy!

So with all of that, I felt so much better about the whole situation.  Still, it makes me sad, my Bubbas is growing up too fast.  Can't I just push the pause button???

Happy 6th Wedding Anniversary

Happy 6th Wedding Anniversary to the most wonderful man I know!  Love you Jason forever and ever babe!

Bathtime a first

For some reason this evening, Jax asked to take a bath by himself.  So I asked Josh if he wanted to take a bath with baby sister.  With a very enthusiastic YES we headed to the bath.  It literally shocked me the size difference between the two.  They laughed, played, and had a great time.  I had to capture this first:)

Travel... (July 20-23)

July 20, 2014:  Mom and I drove back to Highlands Ranch from Pueblo.  We said goodbye to my Grandma, Aunt Bunny, and sister Cyndi.  It was great being able to see them!

July 21, 2014:  Mom and I heading out from Highlands Ranch to Silt to spend some time with my Brother/Sister in-law and their two gorgeous girls.  The kids just love seeing their cousins.  The girls just loved SJ.

July 22, 2014:  After being pampered at Jeff and Ansley's (thanks again you guys, we really appreciate the hospitality) we drove all the way to Las Vegas (8 1/2 hrs.) and stayed at a hotel for the night.

Totally getting some!

Welcome back to the desert.... and its heat!

July 23, 2014:  My Mom so graciously drove us thus far, but had to head back home for work, so we said goodbye to her and off to the airport she went (Mommy, thanks again for everything!  It was such a good time and I know that the kids REALLY enjoyed spending time with Grammy).  The kids and I then drove about 2 1/2 hours back to 29 Palms.  When we walked through the door, Jason had lefts sweet notes for the kids and I in each room (he is in training for the past two weeks so he thought of it before the training; what a sweetheart right?  We are VERY lucky!)  And about three hours after that, we got a surprise visitor:)  Jason was able to come home for about 20 minutes while another marine he had brought over to main side was getting stuff done at medical.

It was a crazy few days of travel, and the kids did great!  I am so glad that we got to do all the things that we did.  What a wonderful summer vacation!

Sarajane turns 10 months old

While we were in CO, Sarajane turned 10 months old.  I was able to take a few pics of her outside my Grandma's house even with the crazy wedding festivities!  Here are some of her current stats and milestones.

Estimates....
Weight: 19.5 lbs
Height: 29 in.

Sleeping:  Still sleeps through the night.  Takes 2 naps daily.  Loves to cuddle up to her blanket and suck her thumb.  She still nurses before each nap time.

Eating:  She eats what we eat, plain and simple.  She really doesn't eat baby food anymore.  Her favorites are chicken, noodles, any fruit, green beans, tomatoes, and sandwiches:)

Mobile:  She is army crawling all over the place!  She is fast too.  She loves to bounce around, walk in her walker, go on walks in the stroller or her fun walker, and she likes doing "push ups".

Toys:  She loves playing with her brothers and their toys.  She is very curious but knows her bounds.  Her favorite toy is this baby rattle and her purple pacifier (just to chew on)

Teeth:  She currently has her two front teeth with her bottom second left coming in.  Teething is going ok.... she will cry and fuss but Tylenol seems to help along with sleep.  And still everything goes in the mouth

AND SHE JUST LOVES TO SMILE, LAUGH, TALK, AND FLIRT WITH ANYONE.  SHE KNOWS NO STRANGER AND MAKES EVERYONE AROUND HER SMILE AND LAUGH.  SHE HAS SUCH A FUN PERSONALITY AND IS BECOMING VERY AWARE OF HER SURROUNDINGS.


She truly is a delight and we all love her so very much!

July 18-19, 2014... Wedding time!

We were able to participate in my cousin Miles wedding.  He married his sweetie, Angie, who he has dated for awhile now.  They met in college and since then grew very fond of each other.  I am so happy for both of them and wish them a lifetime of love and happiness.  The ceremony and reception were so elegant and special!  I was so glad that I was able to be a part of it.  I also got to see all my family and some that I hadn't seen in so long!  Love how weddings bring everyone together... even if it is just  for one night:)

Gorgeous cathedral

Introducing Mr. and Mrs. Gorham

Time for Pics!!!!

Grammy was so comfortable!

Can you believe I am married?

Cyndi and Justin

Court and Cyndi

 A wedding reception to remember... really the decor was fabulous!

Cake matched her dress... too cool!

Cyndi new beau Isaiah

My Honorary God Parents (my Uncle Nicky and Aunt Francis); haven't seen them in forever!

 and we are spent....